"We should give meaning to life, not wait for life to give us meaning. "

Stacy

"I believe the future is only the past again, entered through another gate. "

~Arthur Wing Pinero

what i miss is:

For long time I thought I missed him around me...or missed me around him...or even missed him missing me...This was never true...the truth is:

I just missed being loved

and of course I mean "that kind " of love...and the most important thing is to be able to love this person back so it isn't a matter of "him" being out of my life...it is a matter of being without that " special some one" who loves me and who has the ability to make me love him back...to be able to dream of a future with this some one and to be willing to fight for him...I've never been a fighter, but today I feel that I miss this some one (who hasn't come yet) who will turn me to a fighter…

Will he ever come?

Will he come while I want him to come, or he will just wait till I give up and stop waiting for him?